Thursday, September 24, 2015

I kinda have a problem ._.

Hellooooooo,

This gon' get real dark real quick so turn on yo lights ._.

Well, iunno really XD Just a little self-reflection and self-consciousness.

Well, I'm a little chubby. Not my arms or legs, but my stomach, you know, a bit of stomach fat. What some average people have. But see, I'm easily influenced, by my family. That's kinda bad, but all my life, they've told me I'm a normal size, and that I didn't need to change my lifestyle. But one day, they just called me fat, not like chubby, but actual overweight BS. And I didn't want to accept it, so I just... became more unhealthy I guess. I started closing myself in even more, and eating easy stuff to make. And... I gained more stomach weight.

I eventually noticed, and started to eat healthier and workout. But when I started school, I just stopped. I became lazy and overloaded with work. And now I want to restart. But... I have this type of anxiousness or something. Iunno, but doing anything in front of others makes me nervous, so it's hard to workout anywhere. Like, I can't run outside in peace.

But I'm going to change. I want to, and I will. I'll try to eat in moderation, more healthy, and I'll try to workout again. That's  it XD


Alice Lieberg



Saturday, September 12, 2015

Life is Strange dududu

Hellooooooooooooooooo~


The picture above is from the game "Life is Strange", and it's a super cool game with multiple choice plot concoctions,  it's like a choose your own adventure book! :) But I'm not talking about this game haha. I'm actually gonna talk about my life. dududu

First off, I started working~ Yay~ I don't think people like me there doe :( 2 guys made a be on me. iunno on what :S

Not really though XD When I started training, my mom was fat-shaming me in front of everyone, so I didn't wanna go in the next day. By some convincing, I'm staying, since the job pays kinda well? Though I don't want a lot of hours. This week, I have around 24? Plz no. Luckily, I mostly work only for 15 hours per week, so it's not that bad. I just don't wanna work all day you know? So I'mma tell them that I wanna work during the day mostly. I got my availability chart  for next month, so I can do that :3

Next up, schoooooooooooooooooooooool~ If you didn't know, I can't go to university just yet, I need one more semester at Abbott, and I'm outta thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ DUDUDU. Tryhard mode ._. I have pretty cool classes, with the exception of geology XD Forensic is pretty cool ye

My boyfriend~ We have reached a pretty good comfort zone. Second base. o. We get in fights though. But it's okay. ^^

I got in a fight with my friend. He was really mean to me yesterday, and I don't know why. He was so harsh, I just muted myself ._.



Farewell~
Alice Lieberg