I kinda have a problem ._.

Hellooooooo,

This gon' get real dark real quick so turn on yo lights ._.

Well, iunno really XD Just a little self-reflection and self-consciousness.

Well, I'm a little chubby. Not my arms or legs, but my stomach, you know, a bit of stomach fat. What some average people have. But see, I'm easily influenced, by my family. That's kinda bad, but all my life, they've told me I'm a normal size, and that I didn't need to change my lifestyle. But one day, they just called me fat, not like chubby, but actual overweight BS. And I didn't want to accept it, so I just... became more unhealthy I guess. I started closing myself in even more, and eating easy stuff to make. And... I gained more stomach weight.

I eventually noticed, and started to eat healthier and workout. But when I started school, I just stopped. I became lazy and overloaded with work. And now I want to restart. But... I have this type of anxiousness or something. Iunno, but doing anything in front of others makes me nervous, so it's hard to workout anywhere. Like, I can't run outside in peace.

But I'm going to change. I want to, and I will. I'll try to eat in moderation, more healthy, and I'll try to workout again. That's  it XD

Alice Lieberg