OMG IT'S BEEN TOO LONG

Hello~

It's been too long, and I wanted to write in my blog for a while, but I've been busy.

Things first, I've been okay, I want to lose weight, but... I'm... </3

Anyways, things with my parents have been better recently, I don't get yelled at anymore, so it's nice. Well... it's a long story.

So, recap, or newcap, iunno man ._. During the summer, my parents yelled at me everyday because I didn't have a job, then my mom got me a job, then there I was. My mom fat-shamed me, I got mad... Well, my family's been fat-shaming me for a while, so yeah. Well, not recently. ANYWAYS.

Then, stress at work got worse, I had 30 hour per week, and I broke down and cried. I wanted to quit, because my boss wasn't listening to my demand for less hours, my family yelled at me for wanting to quit, then I was stuck between a rock and a hard place, then I broke down again, and didn't want to function. I cried basically all day, and maybe that's when people, or basically my family, realized that I was miserable. They started being nicer, but then my mom started acting like her old self again and I blew up. Then my sister came to talk to me about what my mom could do to change, and if I wanted to live with her instead, that was the solution my mom came up with. And I was told she cried, because it's been a while since she saw me smile, or be  happy.

Well, now, they're nicer. Though some of the damage might take time to repair. For one, I still think I'm fat, or chubby or whatever. My boyfriend is helping me though, which is a plus :)

HAVE YOU SEEN ONE-PUNCH-MAN? IT'S SO GOOD. WATCH IT.

Oh, and I'm making my boyfriend watch Nozaki-kun XD Yay~


Yeah, that's it. Thanks for being here :3

Alice Lieberg

 

I kinda have a problem ._.

Hellooooooo,

This gon' get real dark real quick so turn on yo lights ._.

Well, iunno really XD Just a little self-reflection and self-consciousness.

Well, I'm a little chubby. Not my arms or legs, but my stomach, you know, a bit of stomach fat. What some average people have. But see, I'm easily influenced, by my family. That's kinda bad, but all my life, they've told me I'm a normal size, and that I didn't need to change my lifestyle. But one day, they just called me fat, not like chubby, but actual overweight BS. And I didn't want to accept it, so I just... became more unhealthy I guess. I started closing myself in even more, and eating easy stuff to make. And... I gained more stomach weight.

I eventually noticed, and started to eat healthier and workout. But when I started school, I just stopped. I became lazy and overloaded with work. And now I want to restart. But... I have this type of anxiousness or something. Iunno, but doing anything in front of others makes me nervous, so it's hard to workout anywhere. Like, I can't run outside in peace.

But I'm going to change. I want to, and I will. I'll try to eat in moderation, more healthy, and I'll try to workout again. That's  it XD

Alice Lieberg

Life is Strange dududu

Hellooooooooooooooooo~

The picture above is from the game "Life is Strange", and it's a super cool game with multiple choice plot concoctions,  it's like a choose your own adventure book! :) But I'm not talking about this game haha. I'm actually gonna talk about my life. dududu

First off, I started working~ Yay~ I don't think people like me there doe :( 2 guys made a be on me. iunno on what :S

Not really though XD When I started training, my mom was fat-shaming me in front of everyone, so I didn't wanna go in the next day. By some convincing, I'm staying, since the job pays kinda well? Though I don't want a lot of hours. This week, I have around 24? Plz no. Luckily, I mostly work only for 15 hours per week, so it's not that bad. I just don't wanna work all day you know? So I'mma tell them that I wanna work during the day mostly. I got my availability chart  for next month, so I can do that :3

Next up, schoooooooooooooooooooooool~ If you didn't know, I can't go to university just yet, I need one more semester at Abbott, and I'm outta thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ DUDUDU. Tryhard mode ._. I have pretty cool classes, with the exception of geology XD Forensic is pretty cool ye

My boyfriend~ We have reached a pretty good comfort zone. Second base. o. We get in fights though. But it's okay. ^^

I got in a fight with my friend. He was really mean to me yesterday, and I don't know why. He was so harsh, I just muted myself ._.

Farewell~

Alice Lieberg