Why am I so angry lately? ._.

Hello everyone~

I really... REALLY hate making rants about my anger, but really, it's not like many people read this, AND I need to let this out somewhere. Well, yes. Once again, my family is... or rather my parents are in my face about gaming again. And iunno, maybe because it's like, school or something, but I tend to get angrier when they scold me during that period. Why?

Well one, I don't play that much during school. And I mean this. Unless I have a long ass break, I won't touch anything that could distract me from my studies.

And two, I HATE being bothered in general. Yes, I'm probably at fault, but really? I have a week of work from school, and I just want ONE LITTLE MOMENT OF RESPITE. LIKE REALLY, JUST ONE. So games become my method of detoxing my stress and shit. But I swear to god, NOPE, GAMES ARE BAD FOR YOU.

Well, three could be that I'm on my period right now, and have NO TOLERANCE FOR YOUR BULLSHIT THANK YOU.

They CAN be bad for you, yes. But it's not as though I'm always on them, I DO SCHOOLWORK FOR GODS SAKE. And God forbid I actually study and don't do drugs. ._.

What's worse is that my parents pretty much just hate games, or just things that look childish or really violent. I'll give a few examples. Well, my dad said I could stay on the computer if I watch movies. AS LONG AS I DON'T WATCH ANIME EITHER. ((Please get out.))

And two, I'm... not sure if I mentioned this one before, but if I did, I'm sorry. Erm... you all know I wanted to be a programmer right? Or at least a computer engineer. Well, actually a video game one, but I do accept starting from somewhere else. But yeah, I wanted to do that. Guess what my parents said at first:

"That's not a respectable job. Become a doctor or a pharmacist, just not THAT."

Like... I'M NOT SAYING THAT BULLSHIT, BUT THAT'S BULLSHIT. I got really mad that day too if I remember well haha... It took them a while to be like: "Yeah, okay." And I feel as though they didn't REALLY accept it, 'cause they tend to avoid the subject when people ask them.
ANYWHO.

Well, I mean... they don't even want me to go to Otakuthon next year. 'Cause it's "childish". I SEE WHY EVERYONE WANTS TO MOVE OUT NOW. Stupid teenager incoming. I just know it's not possible for me right now. My sister be all: "You'll learn to appreciate them." Well, I wanna appreciate them now. Like, I AM VERY VERY GRATEFUL THAT YOU ARE GIVING ME A HOME AND FOOD AND SHIT, BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE TRASH WHILE I'M HERE. For Gods sake, I help out around the house too. You don't even call my sister anymore, 'cause YOU GAVE UP ON HER.

My sister says that they call me because I'm on the computer all the time. Well, THAT GOES FOR YOU TOO. YOU COME HOME TO GO ON THE COMPUTER. THEY ACTUALLY LEGIT GAVE UP ON YOU, STOP ANNOYING ME WITH YOUR PREACH.

So yeah, life eh. Toodles~

Alice Lieberg